else where

Some people I know are on vacation so they asked me to house sit for them. It's kinda nice having my own place for a little while.  I have a friend staying with me so that makes it more fun. I've never lived on my own. I think it would be exciting but it isn't going to happen any time soon. I can't support myself and go to school.  And school is more important right now. Plus, it's something that I really want to do. At first I wanted to get out on my own as soon as possible but after talking to a friend who I respect a great deal and after thinking about it a lot I decided that I would go back to school. I need to think long term. So for now I need to live with my family but it won't be forever and it really isn't that bad. It's kinda fun!!!

school

I'm just trying to figure out school right now. A few years ago I was going to school to become a teacher. As a result of a distraction I dropped out but now that distraction no longer exists and I want to go back. I shouldn't have even have dropped out in the first place. It was a stupid thing to do and I regret it but I did learn a lot. I don't want to be a teacher anymore though. I'm thinking I want to be a nurse. I want to be able to work with kids and I want to be able to work in different countries (particularily 3rd world countries). I'm really scared of needles and I'm not so hot in the math and science department but I really want this and so I know I can do it. Everyone in my life now really supports my decision so that helps. I just need to figure out student loans and the catch up courses I need to take. That is the frusterating part. I just need to trust God that if this is really what I am supposed to do he will provide what I need.

cleaned my roon

I just finished cleaning my room. It took me and my sister almost the whole day cuz we have been putting it off for way too long. I don't really mind cleaning if it isn't somthing that I have to do. When I was younger I would wake up in the morning and decide to clean my room. Then I would go downstairs for breakfast and my mom would tell me that I had to clean my room. Suddenly I wouldn't want to do it anymore. Maybe not the best attitude but at least I still did it.

just figured this out

wow!! I didn't think that this would be so easy. I don't know much about computers but I can do this. I'll get a friend to help me make it all fancy and stuff but this is good for now. I'm really big on learning new things so this should be fun.